so the internet is fricking slow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate it
Anyways its been forever since I wrote
Like for real!
Um not much has went on
I got my car before we left
Were off the coast of Nicaragua till the 25th
On the 10th we go ot Cartagena..fun stuff

Any ways…………

Verse 1

((She said I need some time to find myself.
I need a little space to think,
And maybe we start seein other people,
And baby things are just movin way too fast for me.
So I picked up what was left of my pride
And I put on my walkin shoes,
And I got up on the high road
And I did what any gentleman would do..... i um))

Chorus

I got a brand new “Boyfriend”
We went and jumped off the deep end.
Flew out to LA for the weekend.
Spent the whole day lyin' on the beach,
Wearing nothin but a smile.
Playin kissy, kissy, smoochy, smoochy,
Talkin mushy mushy bout nothin'.
Man I think I'm onto somethin',
Because I feel just like a kid again.
I got a brand new “boyfriend”!


I love it when she calls me buttercup.
he laughs and says I left the toilet seat up.
he pops a top for me a cold beer,
And says my buddy's always welcome here.
When I get hungry she takes me out
I'm ridin shotgun like a shitzeu hound,
My tails waggin' my tougue's hangin' out
It makes me wanna shout....


I got a brand new ‘boyfriend”
We went and jumped off the deep end.
Flew out to LA for the weekend.
Spent the whole day lyin' on the beach,
Wearing nothin but a smile.
Playin' kissy, kissy, smoochy, smoochy,
Talkin' mushy mushy bout nothin'.
Man I think I'm onto somethin',
You know I feel just like a kid again.
I got a brand new “boyfriend”!


Whoo....



he likes to write our names in the sand.
he's hearin weddin bells and makin plans.
hes gonna hang around awhile i guess.
he hasn't even told me she loves me yet.


I got a brand new “boyfriend”
We went and jumped off the deep end.
We fly to LA for the weekend.
Spent the whole day lyin' on the beach,
Wearing nothin but a smile.
Playin kissy, kissy, smoochy, smoochy,
Talkin mushy mushy bout nothin'.
Man I think I'm onto somethin',
You know I feel just like a kid again.
I got a brand new “boyfriend”!

he makes me fell just like a kid again,
I got a brand new girlfriend!


Lol
Anyways

Yea I go with lambertson
He asked me out last night
It was cute
We started playing 20 questions
And then he said
Fuck it
And went to #20
And it was will you go out with me
AWWWWWWWWWWWW
Lol

Right now im waiting for his call
Hope I get it
For real

But he got off watch at 16
Its 17
And he got flight quarters til 18
Well gotta go

<3333

so were underway
i got like 2 hrs of sleep
went to the gym 2 times today
i was totally loaded on caffine
i feel the crach now
i got watch rome 2345 til 07
goin on 2hrs of sleep
it suxxxxx

well g2g


(x) <3 =) BELLIE

The Last Person You...


thought about?
Looked at? Rick
said I love you to? mommy
hugged? Rick
kissed? Drew..
hurt? idk
Shared a secret with? Rick
watched a movie with? Rick, Cal, Tom, Nikki, Dube
couldn't stop thinking about? no one



In your family...


Who makes you laugh? my stepdad
Who makes you cry? no one
Who is strict? my stepdad
Who is laid back my mom
Who makes you think? my stepdad
Who will do anything for you? my mom and dad


Have you ever?


been skinnydipping? no
Made a friend mad? probably..yea
gotten a detention? yupp
gotten expelled? no
threw popcorn in a movie theatre? yupp
been on stage? yuppp
seen a famous person? yupp
been pantsed by a friend? haa yea
lost your voice? no


You are...


best at?... drawing
worst at?... driving and spelling


Random


profession? Operation Specialist
best friend? Kayla..[home] Nikky [navy]
Favorite movie star? Hayden Christensen
idol? idk
hair color? red
favorite movie? p.s i love you. star wars, and life as a house
have you ever been in LOVE? not really..maybe kinda idk
favorite color? orange
have you ever done a bad impersonation of Arnold Scshwartsenagger no
best memory? bein home
worst memory? 2 weeks ago
favorite band? idk
can you do the worm? no
did you like this survey? ehh kept me busy

Name: Stepanie Bell
Age: 19
Relationship Status: SINGLE
Religion: Christian
Job? NAVY..eh
Do you like your job? kinda, good days, and bad days..

Last Time.....

movie you seen in the cinema? today..well technacally yesterday
Person you spoke with on the home phone? noone..dont live at home
You got mad something someone said? ha today
Person that you told you loved them? mom
Last reason you cried? i miss home, and ppl pissed me off..[[today!!!]]
Last TV show you watched? the monkees..haha
Last friend you spoke to? rick..sittin next to me in combat
person to call your mobile? rick
Time all your family were together? like who knows
You went out for tea? never
Last cd you bought? garth brooks

Favourites.........


Movie? star wars, ps i love you and life as a house
Song? mamma loved papa
TV Show? the monkees
Past time? drawing, rinning
Alcoholic Drink? smernoff red label
Dessert? coockie dough ice cream
Chocolate Bar? cookies and cream bar
Flavour of chips? sour cream and oinion
Actress? dont have one
Actor? hayden christensen
Sport? baseball
Animal? white tiger
Mode of transport? walking


Now some tough ones............


If you could cure one disease what would it be? aids Why? cuse it hurs people
Do you feel there is still a stigma attached to mental illness? idk what tat means
Do you believe in Euthenasia? wtf
Do you believe the punishment shoud fit the crime? i guess
Do you believe in the death penalty? no
If you could relieve the past without changing anything, would you want to? what?
Do you believe in divorce? no
Do you think people blame ADHD for childrens bad behavour too often? nope
Should schools be allowed to cane children, instead of suspending them? no!!
Do you believe in living together before marriage? yupp
People who are on welfare cheating the system? no..some
What is one thing you will never forget? 2 weeks ago..haha
What is one thing you wish you had never done? 2 weeks ago
Do you feel the restraining orders are enough for battered women? nope
What is one peace of advice you wished you had listened to, but didn't? like i know
Have you ever considered/ thought about suicide? no...never
Where do you feel you will be in 5 years time? still in the navy
Anything you want to say to someone, but never got the chance? nope
What quote has the most meaing to you? idk
Who did you copy this survey from? no one
Do you think surveys on Myspace can be dangerous? no

1 What's in your wallet?

dont have a wallet


2 What's under your bed?

nothin, i sleep in a fuckin rack


3 What's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?

dont have a closet


4 What's in your underware drawer?

dont have one..


5 What's in the trunk of your car?

nothing


6 What's in your desk or locker?

clothes, and uniforms


7 Do you have a super-secret hiding place and what's in it?

nope


8 Do you feel guilty about something right now, if yes what?

nope


9 What is the most embarassing thing in your room right now?

i dont have a frickkin room..i live on a ship


10 Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about?

no..not really ppl kno bout it


11 What is your last thought before you fall asleep?

i miss home..or im really tierd the navy sucks


12 How long have those leftovers been in the fridge?

i dont have a fridge


13 If I confiscated your computer and took a look around....what would I find?

i dont have one, im usein the ships computer


14 Do you sleep with anything?

nope


15 What is your midnight snack weakness?

i dont have one


16 Have you ever you shop lifted?

yea..a while ago


17 Have you ever vandalized anything?

no


18 Ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?

wtf


19 What do you wait until no one is looking to do?

nothin really


20 Have you told the truth in this survey?


of course

ever been in a fist fight?
yuppers..



2 ever been drunk?
ohh yea..lol..losts



3 ever been high?

no


4 ever crashed a car?

nope..almost


5 ever see someone die?

no


6 are you afraid of anything?

want me to make a list



7 if so what?

*the dark
*CLOWNS
*SPIDERS
*feet
*hights
*closed spaces
uhh probably more


8 are you ticklish?

HELL YEAHH

9 if so where are you most ticklish?

everywhere..


10 are you religious?

yeah..try to be..since i joined the navy
i really havent shown it


11 if so what's your religion?

christian


12 are you excited for school to start?

not in school

13 do you play video games?
yuppers



14 ever been tied up?
yea



15 what body part do you hate most?
ughh thighs



16 have you ever bitten someone?

yupp..haha sorry drew..<33


17 if you could change your name what would it be?

ashley..or samantha


18 do you like someone right now?

yea kinda..he works with me though


19 meanest thing you've ever done to someone?

ugh idk


20 ever cut yourself?


NO

Psalm 9:9

anyways

today was okkaayy..

not really

so i got like no sleep on duty

so at 8:00

(after turnover)

i slept til 3:30

then i got dressed and shitt

then i texted cal
an he said he was at the
Hamton inn with tom

and i said id go
but then got a mood swing and said no
then i saw Nikki and she said she was goin
so i decided to go

then we went to see Hancock
and i got another mood swing..
(pluss i was hungry as fuckk..didnt eat anything all dayy)
and was like

"this movie better be fuckkin good..i dont wanna see it"

then the place only to cash and only 2 ppl had cash
(ME AND RICK) well tom had 5 dollars..so 3 ppl

and i had to pay for cal..and i was pissed cuz i was sayin my cash for food..

then i get in and they only took cash in there too
so i got PISSED
and told them basically to fuck them selves
cuz i had to give them money to get in there..

so i walked to the NEX to get subway and starbucks

then tom and cal texted me and to me that the movie started
and the pissed me off

so i didnt sit with them

i ate my food and fell asleep
the movie was RETARTED!!

then everyone told me i was retarted

then i got madd again!!

then i bought 2 monster javas
to wake me up

then we got to the room

they pissed me off cuz i called my mom
and the told me to shut up
cuz they were watchin Hitman
so i walked out the room
then they pissed me off when i got done talking
so i went to the gym
and then took a shower
then i went on the computer
and i woke nikki up

felt mad bad
then i comented that the movie was RETARTED
and Cal was like ur retarted id you dont like it
i said no im not, u r

then he said nope u are

so i was like fine ill leave

and he sais yea rite..do it

so i said okk..let me fing my fuckkin pants

soo i packed my shit and walked out

i left at 11:30

he texted me at 11:45pm

he didnt think i would leave
he wanted to make sure i was ok

but i wasnt

i started crying sooooo much

i think is cuz im on my period..and i really need to go to chuch
or read the bible at least..who knows
but i cryed like the whole time walking back

i have NO CLUE whats wrong with me!!

i hate it

anyway

i got back to the ship after 12:30am


then went rite up to combat/cic

cuz the mosters are kickin in

like i can feel my heart beat so frickin fast!!
lol

"shes gone country, back to her roots.."

lol

any ways

im bored..so im gonna do a s u r v e y in a new entry..lol

so today, the 4th
i had DUTY!!
ugh

on this ship...an frickkin dayyy

so after i worte last time i cleaned out my rack,
then i had peir sweepers..at least i got off the ship
lol

then i went to the gym for like an hour..maybe longer

then i found out ACC Davis was loooking at me to do sweepers..so
i went up to cic..

then did sweepers..
then i took a shower

During the shower, i got pulled out to get to combat cuz we had a security alert..so by this tim it was 2200, and they told us we needed to stan watch, so i got the 0000-0400 watch up here
i went to sleep for maybe an hour all day..i dont count it at all erally..
and i gotta be up at 600 to sign MOD Z
UGHHHH i got up alittle after 5 this mornin..almost 24 hrs of bein up...it sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant hardly keep my eyes open and its like 436768979789 degrees below 0 in here...im frozen..

i got 30 minutes left of watch!!
YEAH me..
lol

well im out


(X) <3 =) Bellie

idk what i even said last time i wrote

lol

anywho

ive been sooooo busy working..

like we work til 4 every day

for no reason

duty sucks!!

evpecaily cuz i got it on the 4th!!!!!!

UGHHHH

the navy SUCKS

j/k

its not too bad

right now im j/c in combat with OS1

who is sleeping right next to me

lol

soo the secured laundry today!!!!

and i waited for a duty day to do it!!

OMG

well i miss everyone back home

like ALOT!!!

cant wait to go backk..


so last night me and 2 other OS's got a hotel room..
(Anthony Calvillo and Tom Weber)

so we just stayed there the whole night, i watch Star
Wars..(funn stuff)

while the tom was on the compueter..

then we went out to Taco Bell
*yummy!!*
we got the new Queso crunch wrap..

It looked better on the internet!!
lol

then i went to sleep cuz i was mad at Cal
he slept next to Tom..on the other bed

i got the bed to my self though!! :)

lol

anywhoooooo,

I'm bout to go to berthing to clean out my rack

and then go to the gym

funn stuff





"It's not how you play the game, it's whether you win or lose."

(X) <3 =) Bellie

maybe not
no clue what that really means anywayy
i just know who said it
lol
damn im bored


ANYWAYS


so its been a LONG time since i wrote
been too busy workin and shit
and bein underwayy
well were goin to NYC on the 19th !!!
cant wait
i think im gonna take leave
probably will
if i have enough days
hope i do
i miss mommy
lol
well i just got my car out the impound
it was the for a month
lol
200 to get it out
lol
my badd<333
you gotta love me
haha
im sooo tiered you have no idea
i wanna go to sleep
but im waiting for williams to text me backk
but who knows how long i gotta wait
hes sooo SLOW
lol
jk
**kinda**


*^hahahahha^*
funny movie


any ways nothins realy new
i hate life
just kidding

i just hate norfolk

weve had rain and tornado warnings for the past 2 weeks it sucks
i actually saw one about a week and a half ago
haha
not funny

anyways i gotta go

"Would you take my hand, it gives me a feeling of security."-Micky Dolenz